My story is exactly the same as 90% of everyone my age. Kids had problems, they smoked pot for a few years in high school. They grew up during an era where there was massive communist threat, everyone thought we were gonna die from nuclear war. More and more violence started to infuse into our society.
I still love Green Day
Ive always had a thing for peoples chemical addiction. Watching up close, at a distants, being apart of it, reading about it. They arent all bad, yeah i know most are but if you dont have a rather open mind i think you might find your kicks somewhere else. An addiction gives a person something to look forward to. When they wake up its waiting for them. When ending the night its called a nightcap. Before breakfast, shower, work, lunch, boarding, seeing the family, havin a drink, shoppin, school, a movie, the concert, reading, dinner, yall get the idea. If your functional, peaceful, productive, and viben with everyone wheres the problem. Instead of being that kid without friends or parents or dating you get high off of whatever works for you and you forget about parents, you dont care about a date, and you can make your own friends.
‘The Grind”
Ive heard the term so much since I started my new job and as much as I tried I just can’t resist anymore. So Ive just been on the grind.
Funny thing bout the grind. My grind is the best grind.
I had the weekend off and decided to stick just to the PBR. Of course there was a couple #paperplanes flown, but pretty much just beer.
Anyway, while enjoying one of my morning beers we build a little can tower as always. This was a pretty great one, we from there continued on our left overs and thought,
“This is only a couple nights worth. We drink alot of PBR. It wouldn’t take to long for this to add up. I need a man cave in my apartment….BEER WEEK!!!!!!!!”
And so began this best worst idea of the year.
7 days of Nothing. But. Beer.
A case a day, minimum. figure 120 for full week participation.
With the cans and boxes we are building a castle, my cave, that will take up about half my living room. As the day continued, the tower grew, and left overs were near gone. So we make a run for some Grizz mint, American Spirits, and Chicken Nuggets. By the time we got back we had gained a bottle of some mid level vodka. odd shaped bottle, plastic bottle, but hey it was late and it was Sunday so whatch ya gonna do.
Yes, the golden rule popped in my mind right away but it was a bottle of mids. Just what the flip would you do in a sitsuation like that.
We turned on The Big Lebowski and popped the bottle.
Started with the Roomie shot.
Chased by a bro shot.
Continued with the hoe shot.
Followed up with a smoke and another shot.
Two things.
1. For those of you who have drank here you know that we use double sized Led Zeppelin shot glasses.
2. This all took place before the opening credits were done.
Woke up Monday morning and got right back on the grind. not sure how I got in bed, What happened after we started Lebowski, or how on earth my alarm was set.
After spending the day at work just wondering what happened, what went wrong, how on earth did we all black out.
Beer before liquor, never been sicker.
Liquor before beer, in the clear.
We broke the rule and blacked out.
Its rules such as the one above that are not meant to be broken. Follow them.
Where did all the shadow people go?
Here we are, two days in a row. Anyone surprised, I pry shoulda known.
I know she doesnt know but im sure she has a clue, that after she falls asleep in my arms all I do is lay awake with you.
Its not my fault you didn’t wake up til half past noon, or that the dog just might have ate your booms. Of course ill take one more lap with you around the room but your never gonna find that pack of smooths. I smoked the last one this morning when we turned the sun blue.
We re-upped by 3 and were ready to go. No shower, no shave, no coffee today. We had been looking forward to this for what felt like 6 days.
Up the stairs we went to break it down and start the hits. Never once have I been kissed like this. Powerful, seductive, smooth, and rich. I’m fallin fast for this crazy bitch.
I had no idea what it cost, how much I would need, how to take in, or what would even happen.
Only a few kids at the party knew. Most already think I do.
Im not so sure anyone will be shocked when they hear.
All I ever have heard about was its dark side. Why do people need to be so judgemental and negative about something so beautiful.
I haven’t slept yet, been awake all night while she sleeps so soundly right beside me. I wonder what she would think or if she has any idea.
It doesn’t deserve all those bad things people say about it. Really quiet nice, smooth like jazz.
Could this be what Ive been looking for, could this be a dream, will this new friend be the death of me.
As for the one lying next to me, when she wakes well roll that tree, coffee and cigarettes and bruised knees, hopefully she will be back here with me.
Good for you if your out of the game
Molly to Mary, soon it all hits the same.
Veins purple, red, black, and blue, God only knows how far ill go to take a second trip with you.
